♥ 2 / 9 / 2010 ♥ Today is Sad Days ... T.T ♥ 3 week 4 days already ♥

Today very sad because yesterday nite wif my dear fight ... Haix ... Yesterday Wei Han sms me ask me cn out or not than i ask go where than he say go eat than i say i dont wan out ... Than tat time i ask my dear if got people cal me out or cal me dear u will how .... Than he answer me dont know ... Tat time me start think he gt treat me like he gf marxh ?? Me tat time cry i ask my self y he dont care me derxh just answer me dont know ... Y ?? Than yesterday 6.54 pm sms to he me say " U wat also dont know la ... Ur gf ppl cal she dear u also dont know ... gt ppl cal ur gf out u also dont care ... u gt treat me like ur gf marxh ? " Than he reply me " Like tat say ? When me ask u same question u oso answer me don noe ... U wan me how ? Me hurt u noe meh ? Ya ... Me stupid ... " ... I saw dao he say like this me cry lerxh ... T.T ... Than i reply he " Bt i still got answer ur question a ... U not stupid ... sry just now like tat say u ... 你当我没有讲过话啦 ... sry ... i dont wan say anything for me le ... me got thing happend me also dont let u know la ... like tat treat u also good ... sry ... " Haix ... Tat time me very sad and cry until me very sleepy than tat time me early sleep lerxh ... He got send 1 msg to me , he say " U wan argue u like la ... only tat thing u wan argue ... Me wat oso don noe ma ... U noe all thing ... Me hurt me oso don noe ... Me die oso don noe ... and i oso don noe y u say me no treat u like my gf ... Haix ... " ='( Than me dont have reply he until 11 . 05 pm he sms to me , he say " Dear ... Me noe u still angry me ... tis time is my wrong ... U noe i miss u ma?T.T me not don care u ... Not don treat u not like my gf ... now me answer u question ... When u ask me ... I very jelous and very hurt .... bt i don noe can do wat ... Sry la at here la dear ... Me not gu yi wan make dear angry ... Jz me don noe how to explain my hurt and jelous and sad ... Me jz now oso gt cry ... Haix ... I noe now u wat oso don tel me oledi ... bt don like tat can ma?me cant 装不知道 ... cause u really important to me ... and dear ... me noe wrong le ... plz forgive me ... I don wan treat dear like tat ... is very xing ku ... Haix ... T.T Sry dear ... " ... Haix ... This msg me 1 . ++ am like tat wake up saw dao derxh ... Me see dao this msg also cry le ... Haix ... Is sad ... Until today morning me go skul , reach skul le than me at class wait he company me bt he dont hv come my class ... Today he cal me many time bt i see he than smile than dont hv see he le ... Today is 3nd time alone at bus ... Haix ... Dont know he go where le ... He say he this week dont have class tambahan y today he dont have follow bus back home ... Haix ... Y will like tat again ... T.T ... Back dao home me dont know can eat wat than me cook maggie eat lur ... Me already lian xiu 3 day eat maggie ... 1st day nite eat maggie is my dad cook de he cook carry maggie , than 2nd time is yesterday my lunch is maggie Tom Yam than nite me dont have eat rice le , until today 2 pm like tat me cook maggie carry eat again ... Haix ... Dont know y i just wan eat maggie ... Haix ... Y ?? Anyone can tell me ... Haix ... T.T ... Until now he dont have find me ... Dont know now he doing wat and now me verry miss he ... He myb dont know i missing he now ... Haix ... And i dont know when can together wif u go watch movie ... Haix ... Me yi wei is this saturday can together wif u go watch movie at 1b , bt u wan together wif ur friend go watch ... Haix ... Nevermind la ... U follow ur friend la , i know u got cal me go bt ur car dont hv place le ... U fetch ur friend go la ... Me follow my family go la ... Me nothing de la ... Haix ... T.T ... My story write until here la , No mood wan continue write le ... Bye ♥ Miss my dear now ♥ ='(